This Believe Sign has been placed in our yard now for 5 Christmases. It is more than just a Christmas decoration we pull down out of the attic. After Warren died I had a lot of questions, but God had one for me too... "Do you believe?" .....He does not drop us in the middle of a trial and whisper "good luck" leaving us to figure a way out on our own. Even when it seems there is nothing but darkness and uncertainty pulling us under. When the silence seems to say we are all alone. He is present, He is holding us & He is working. Breakthrough is coming. We need only to believe. But what does that look like?
This time of year will never be the same without Warren...and I don't mean that negatively. It's just a fact. Not having him here changes everything..and no matter how intentional we are to see things from an eternal perspective, I can't help but wish... with my whole heart... he were still here with me.