It was cool and damp. The ground was soft and my heels sank into the ground. I hugged family and saw some for the first time since Warren died. I remember hearing people whisper..."You're going to have to help her..be there for her." I remember sitting, holding Bills hand tightly, trying to be strong for [...]
As the 24th nears I feel VERY sad...but I also feel VERY held. This is something else that doesn't really make sense. Since Sunday (11-1) there has been an incredible peace that has covered us in a way that I just can't explain. What's complicated about this peace, is that it's not what you might imagine.
This week has been hard. I miss Warren so deeply and there are just moments that I cannot move from the feeling of complete despair. I think I am having a difficult time understanding that I can rejoice in the hope of the Glory of God (Rom. 5:2), but at the same time be miserable [...]